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i’m an animal. trapped in your hot car
what comes after this- momentary bliss / the consequence
i have everything i wanted
when it rains, do you run from doorway to doorway, trying to stay dry- getting wet all the while, or do you just accept the fact that it’s raining and walk with dignity
grief, anger, fear, and especially love, will never threaten you again
it was heaven a moment ago. oh, i had it almost. we had it almost
the very concept of before and after dissolves into a fluid observer-dependent probability matrix that invalidates our macro-world perception of time and causality
every time you look at this engine, you’re looking at me. every time you touch it, it’s me
computers have always impressed me with their ability to take orders. i’m not nearly as convinced of their ability to creatively give them
if we could define love, predict it, it would probably lose its power
when you live a covert existence, you develop technology to enhance it
it’s a factor of our biology. you see, our bodies produce a sort of pheromone which blocks the long-term memory engrams of others
they remember us for a few hours, but then the memories fade away. we’re completely forgotten by the next day
you’re never too old to be in love, never too old to dance
do you forgive yourself for being a bastard- no, you just regret
cover it all with subterfuge and ideology and intellectual this and that and breathing and meditation until that moment, late at night, poof
i live on regrets. i can make a castle out of regrets
this is the bridge. and if you don’t cross it, then jump off it
you can’t break me
a masculine banner for something much more perverse and weird
a fly sitting on a ton of cow shit thinks himself a king
can you really make people proud who never wanted you in the first place
you’re in a crazy house, boy. nothing’s wrong with him. he’s crazy
one day the sadness will end, but i don’t think today’s the day
what a great time to be alive if you love the theater of the absurd
a difference that makes a difference
now i am become death, the destroyer of worlds
there is no reason to be someone else. your costume’s in the basement at the bottom of a shelf
still alive, who you love
replaced by algorithms, engagement hacks, and endless, bottomless, screaming
it comes into play when you make a mistake and you feel guilt about what you’ve done. another new emotion for you to experience
once the cortical probes have reinforced the neural pathways, i’ll use a directed imagery technique to guide you through the regression
constitutional harm
you can’t plan to meet the people who will change your life
if you’ve got the cherries, you can hide a multitude of sins
he had no fear of recombinant dna as long as it paid taxes
we don’t understand your alphabet
you’ll never be lonely if you’re never going to be alone
and there is beauty in a failure
i have everything i wanted
for a chemical imbalance, you sure know how to ride a train
into hell with no chance of survival
nothing happens for a reason
دهان بربند و بگشا روزن دل از آن ره باش با ارواح گویا
deformed in some way- in their appearance, in their dress, in their mannerism
antifascist ideology
extremism on migration, race, and gender
anti-americanism, anti-capitalism, and anti-christianity
virtually every story about me, or anything having to do with me, is negative
it doesn’t matter if you’re a good person or a bad person. if you have good ratings, you’re successful
good riddance
just waitin’ for my set
you could take her anywhere
surfing’s a source. it can change your life. swear to god
well, maybe i can do better than some over-the-hill burnout
sir, i take the skin off chicken
can the killer in me tame the fire in you- or is there nothing left to do for us
now, let’s see how far i can run without stopping
i chose this life, and i guess i always knew it could come to this- but yeah, i’m afraid
even within chaotic systems, there is a pattern of limited predictability
when i first realized i was lost, i attempted to retrace my steps- only to find myself here
what you get when you love someone is greater than what you risk
jealousy’s about the fear of losing someone we love. there’s no pain greater than that
‘free’ speech
i’d rather people know me and hate me than not even know me at all
we simply attempt to be fearful when others are greedy and to be greedy only when others are fearful
father time always wins
density functional theory
to describe the iron atom on a course grid, you’d need to store more numbers than there are particles in the solar system
well, if you’re interested, i could point out a few astronomical highlights
lord, can you hear me when i call- lord, can you hear me, hear me at all
i will become a butterfly and find you
machines of loving grace
if you’re explaining, you’re losing
she thinks she missed the train to mars. she’s out back counting stars
i want you no longer. i want you. no. longer
dealing with the rat situation
it is sometimes worthwhile to take science fiction seriously
my heart is like paper, yours is like a flame
most important of all, is to have a lovely wife, who knows you’re daft as a brush, and that life together is brilliant
so please, what ever happens, please don’t give up
there’s nothing in the middle of the road but yellow stripes and dead armadillos
son, fear is the heart of love
the smell and taste of things remain poised a long time, like souls, ready to remind us
i need you so much closer. i need you so much closer. i need you so much closer. i need you so much closer
strong and smart (high IQ)
at some point you were closer to the last time than you were to the first time, and you didn’t even know it
it’s all hokum
austerity is off-key
no war but class war
but i believe we owe it to humanity to try
therefore we’ll kiss; for maybe what was disappeared into ourselves
we will make it greater than ever before
we’ll win it. we’re winning it. we control the hormuz strait
it won’t be the same, but i’ll be a blocker, what can i tell you
i am going to try and cheat like hell
failure reveals your people
60,000 light years seems a little closer today
you know, you really should keep a personal log. why bore others needlessly
far be it from me to turn down an opportunity to become a hero. i’m ready
breadcrumbing
it seems rather desperate
it will be called the trump dividend. we’ll call it the trump dividend. congratulations
i have more than enough for both of us
the moon is good at hiding
pipeline’s for the fucking girls
dont talk bubbles to me. let’s see it
i pipe dream
i love you carefully
shaka til ya fradda cos your nothin but a bradda
stars blink like her eyes. like her eyes- i dream of eternal life. i dream of eternal life
-& how birds teach us to silence the perilous ego
perhaps i may become a highwayman again or i may simply be a single drop of rain- but i will remain
the bastards hung me in the spring of 25- but i am still alive
i am distracted. i spent 14 hours last night in deep meditation trying to determine the source of my aberrant behavior. i could not
neither is sure about ever returning to the ocean
this time, humans regained control
a scenario in which an a.i. system literally takes over the world, shutting humans out of critical systems and seizing political, economic and military power
i’m painting with the gusto of a marseillais eating bouillabaisse
the kind of girl who wouldn’t ask a guy what to do
i’m afraid. drat
fear can provide pleasure. to seek fear is to seek the boundaries of one’s sensory experience
i wouldn’t call it a war right now
the madness of an autumn prairie cold front coming through
i explain that i’m keeping my torch, thank you very much- and i’m using it to light the torches of others
is it possible that we’ve stumbled into the middle of some kind of robotic war
1,314,807 hours and 33 minutes
according to my observations, there is now sufficient reason for greater optimism
without the darkness, how would we recognize the light
i’d go anywhere with you
what your eyes show you is only the surface of reality. look deeper. there is no liquid, there is no cup- there’s only a collection of molecules and atoms
try to maintain your emotional equanimity. you should not be concerned with success or failure
although i’m not clear on the nature of your role
you could have mine
i’m just gonna be here. i’m just gonna be here
successful and rich, with far lower taxes and jobs all over the place
backwards and poor
i have more than enough
that everyone should ride a bike to their shoebox-sized apartment to eat crickets to achieve a phony climate agenda
like a fever. like i’m burning alive. like a sign
god loves you, but not enough to save you
the cup is almost full now. with all the shiny things i have now. i’ll show you how
you’re on my mind most of the time. most of the time
forget particle fountains and subspace inversions. there isn’t an anomaly scarier than a thunderstorm on the plains
live long, and prosper
in this case, i’m second guessing a decision i haven’t made yet
together we’ll rule the cosmos and grind our enemies into dust
i found myself astray in a dark wood where the straight road had been lost
this could be the day the telepathic pitcher plant put us all into comas. or it might be the time aliens invaded our dreams
i have more than enough
sometimes i’m scared that i’ll only ever feel everything once. and i can never feel the same thing ‘cause i change too much
home taping is killing music. and it’s illegal
tacit knowledge
they’ve blocked all that sadness out
scientists even have a special term for this gift: magic hands
sometimes, i wonder, why am i a king
turns out your parents were right about you- you have been special, all of your life. feels pretty good, doesn’t it
space-time anomalies, alien telepathy, alternate realities- the list gets weirder as it goes on
i have more than enough
party time, excellent
my poor little bird. you always made it hard for yourself. if there was a rocky path and a smooth one, you chose the rocky one every time
i won’t deactivate myself until i have some answers for you
lake america
this national nightmare needs to end
more fucked today than yesterday
divine intervention is unlikely
chronowerx stock is about to crash
spit me out
not my bag of tea
meat proxy
what do you harbor that rots
this isn’t for me
to defy aging and extend his life beyond all known limits
ψ(AB) ≠ ψ(A)ψ(B)
apostle to the apostles
i’ve been living my life backwards ever since, jumping progressively to earlier moments in my life, accumulating memories and experiences as i go. your past has become my future
these maniacs are on the ropes
efficiency is relative, commander
for the benefit and enjoyment of the people
boom, boom, boom- repetitively and just abuse the wave like you’re the alpha of it, you’re dominating it
pipeline is for the fucking girls. that’s all i have to say
any move you make, that’s the first time it’s ever going to happen and the last
it’s affection, always
drivin’ out into the sun, let the ultraviolet cover me up
painted it dark white
tempus fugit
i don’t enjoy uncertainty
my ocular implant can detect irregularities in space-time
it’s like hair-on-fire, biting-my-nails, losing-sleep levels of bad
ignored peace because chaos felt familiar
my home is the ocean floor
caked in mud and stardust
i remember the day i created the world. i got blood on my favorite shirt
i walk in orbitals
i am sick of the chase but i’m hungry for blood
i used to think if i just closed my eyes i would disappear
if it isn’t love, then what the fuck is it
you’ve become my ceiling
that gold mine changed you
do you feel ashamed when you hear my name
going for the high one, dancing with the devil. going with the flow, it’s all a game to me
that song will creep you out until you’re dead
i’m afraid of americans
how soon is now
that’s how 2D i am- pig snout snuffing up the harvest
and probably listening more closely because they had a crush on me
personal logs, mission logs, all our history- gone. now what
this crew’s existence may have been brief, but it’s been distinguished. none of you deserves to be forgotten
he was a friend who wasn’t afraid to tell me when i’m wrong. mr kim, bring the enhanced warp drive on line
our ship may be deteriorating, but our humanity is intact
i’ve tried everything i can think of. bio-molecular enhancers, gene splicing with replicated dna, and i’m no closer to finding a cure
it’s on ice in a silver bucket, right next to our canopy bed
i buried a hatchet, it’s comin’ up lavender
the idea graveyard isn’t a graveyard if you can grep it
how can we bend reality to our favor
they own you
jesus christ
i didn’t know what i was in for when i signed up for that run
always the bridesmaid, never the bride
staring at the sun
things become other things
i don’t want to be responsible for any more suffering
your conclusion is wrong
i’ve never been very good at playing by the rules
it is in my nature to comply with the collective
you hold me like water in your hands
i’m feeling rough, i’m feeling raw in the prime of my life
when i pointed out where the north star is, she called me a fucking liar
looks are the only things that matter
i’m number one on their list, before you- but if i go, you go. right
we use every tool at our disposal- including distraction and misdirection
making them unwitting participants in the ruse and leaving them, along with some white house staff members, to serve as unknowing decoys
timing is everything
i will require two hours of meditation
how about once in the morning when i resuscitate, and once at night before i go into torpor
i have everything i wanted
you must have been looking for me- sending smoke signals, pelicans circling
since you went underground, i’ve wanted to dig you out
but maybe that’s enough magic for me. nothing’s going to change it now
sometimes i imagine us way down the line, getting fat somewhere in the countryside. it’s crazy how things shake out sometimes
i hope it was an instant death
i was all covered in sound when you asked me to turn it down
you’re always sorry for everything, never apologize. oh, sweet child of mine
i can’t hardly wait for someone to replace
i’d rather wake up alone than be reminded
we get burned for being honest
wait a second. if i sent a message from the future and changed the past, then that future would no longer exist, right- so, how could i have sent the message in the first place. am i making any sense
somebody has got to knuckle down and change history and that somebody is you
if you’re having doubts, let me know. i’ll take your program offline- but if you’re with us, we tempt fate together
this timeline only exists because i made a mistake 15 years ago
108.44236000
you must learn to accept that fact that you lived. embrace life, move forward
sit on the couch and think about how living’s just a promise that i made
i didn’t know what i was in for when they took my belt and strings. they told me i’d gone crazy- my arms are strapped in a straight jacket so i couldn’t save those tv refugees
looking for a creek to dam up or a mate to dam up a creek with
our need for color right now is very real, and peace and love, exploration and kindness
if you grow up in the circus, the circus is all you know 
furthur
caution: weird load
facts be damned. names, dates places- it’s all open to interpretation. who’s to say what really happened
they fight the same way they live, deviously
we will prevail
resistance is futile
the best way to bring down a ruler is to make his people suffer
after all this back and forth, a fifth won’t do. yeah, i finally got a handle on you
i tell myself i should quit but i don’t listen to drunks
will you make a plan to love me sometime soon
believe me when i say i’ve got something for his punk ass
absence of evidence isn’t evidence of absence
the specious present
they are nice to deal with. they are strong and smart people. they are not radicalized
mistakes are made. war is nasty
help is on the way
unfortunately that won’t be possible. a temporal compensator. it allows me to exist in your time frame without actually leaving my own, but, uh, only for a few minutes
this will accelerate your metabolic functions. help you make the transition
star of the night, star of the day- come to take my tears away. make my life always bright
yeah, i’m learning not to hope for tomorrow, but learn from today
yes or no
i’d be lead harpooner on the pequod if it wasn’t for these dei hires
go slow to go fast
enjoy the ride
just because youre made of projected light and energy doesn’t mean you’re any less real than someone made of flesh and blood
i need to confirm my true nature- whether or not i am in fact a real person
and i wait without you. with or without you, with or without you
i keep feeling smaller and smaller
i’m under the gun again
remember when you lost your shit
operational risk
it’s quite obvious the man has never missed a burrito
you’re damn right i’m defying science
what are you going to say about me now
absolute coward
the failed, dangerous, deadly path of communism
man i wish i was beautiful
we don’t trust you
maybe when our hearts have realigned. maybe when we’ve both had some time. i’m gonna see you there
they blame it on iran. i don’t think so. i think i blame it on minnesota
one nation, under god, with bulk groceries for all
oh darling, my heart’s on fire
i’m sorry. i don’t know who you are
computer, delete the diva
shut the door to the moon- let the birds gather. play no more with the fools
and take your time babe- it’s not as bad as it seems. you’ll be fine babe- it’s just some rivers and streams in between you and where you wanna be
push the boundary of two minds until it stretches
the word is hidden in people’s eyes
thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you thank you thank you thank you
see, i’m making all things new
cockroachmaxxing
embrace the cockroach as the ultimate entrepreneurial spirit animal. a cockroach has no ego, only the instinct to persist
you barely count as a failure unless you manage to squeeze out a viral linkedin post about your learnings
ok
stop busting my balls
kiss me goodnight with your sour breath
nobody’s worried. nobody’s worried about me
once, i took your medication to know what it’s like. and now i have to act like i can’t read your mind
it is no use worrying, he wrote, about being related to something it is impossible not to be related to
structure. logic. function. control. a structure cannot stand without a foundation. logic is the foundation of function. function is the essence of control. i am in control. i am in control
hallucination, telepathic communication from another race, repressed memory, momentary contact with a parallel reality. take your pick. the universe is such a strange place
third time’s the charm
and i used to think you could hear the ocean in a seashell. what a childish thing
watched the world from the sidelines- had nothing to prove. till you came into my life- gave me something to lose
i press record. a chickadee is chirping in the soffit nowhere visible. the time is not now but later
for the narcissist, the world is a mirror
but nobody asked the cat
don’t worry, i have a plan
memory is not stored in the system, it is the system’s shape
august and everything after
if i saw you on the street, would i have you in my dreams tonight
i know i dreamed you
when you’re all alone, i will reach for you. when you’re feeling low, i will be there too
when will you learn
little cracks, they escalated. before we knew, it was too late
‘cause i’m picking up a message, lord, that i’m closer than i’ve ever been before- so if you have something to say, just say it to me now
